☂ The rain is pouring down, so you're packing your things ☂
March 22, 2014
I think we all know that feeling when someone important has stopped talking to you since a few weeks and you start to be anxious. You think about that one person like all the time and worry that they might have forgotten about you. You start remembering all the good times you had with that person. You remember their pretty laugh and their troll faces to make you feel better. You remember how they always told you "how much they like you".
I'm not one of those super pretty girls with beautiful faces and perfect legs. I don't have awesome talents or that perfect curvy body. I'm not someone who many people like, because I'm honest and awkward. So when someone sticks next to me for a long time and keeps the contact with me, I start to build up a sort of gratefulness toward those humans, because I'm not easy to love and to deal with. So every now and then I thank everyone randomly . Most of them react confused because they don't know what good they have done. People come and go shortly. So I started to be grateful and caring toward those who stay for a long time. Even if it sounds sad I know that a few will leave soon. It aches but I'm quite happy for them because I know I can be a big burden. If you don't understand me let me just make a small example for you:
"You have to walk 10 km with a backpack. In that Backpack has 5 Stones in it. So you decide to take one out and leave it on the track. The bag will be lighter. Even if it's just one stone."
That's how I think when someone leaves me. I feel kinda happy for them since I wish everyone the best and I want them to be happy. Sounds crazy right? You don't have to get me, I also don't.
Don't get attached to people. Sooner or later someone will leave and you will stand there alone with nothing but pain. While they'll be out and living and enjoying their lives you'll be dying inside. And I don't want that. I just want to let them go. If they want to go, fine, I'll be alone and hurt. But I'll keep going on cause I know no one can stay forever. I know that I'm not always what someone was looking for and that sooner or later they'll realise it. Not everybody will love you like you love them. Not everybody will care about your feelings. Sometimes people come in our life for us to learn from them or they from us. Remember not everyone is meant to be your friend. Not every stranger which comes in will stay as a friend. If anyone leaves you don't feel alone. Someone better will come in believe me.
And remember to treat everyone well and don't judge people by their looks! Be Kind!
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