I have so many feelings going on.

I'm not sure of how I should express myself.
I'm not sure about how I feel.
Not sure what I should do.

I'm not sure if I'm just overreacting.
Not sure if I should tell you how I feel.

I have been thinking about this for ages.
I've been telling myself to do it.
Persuading myself that it'll be okay.

I gained confidence.
At least I thought I did.

Yet here I am again,
all down.
Laying on my bed with messy hair
and not sure how to continue this
blurred walk.