I want you to be alright

March 29, 2015

I wish you were here.
I wish I could wipe all your struggles and pain away.
Let you know that you will be fine.
Let you know that you are loved.

Let you know that out there there is someone who is meant for you.
Show that there are still amazing things in this world waiting for you.
And things which are specially just meant for you.
Things that destiny has created especially for you.

That you make a difference.
And that you definitely mean the world to someone.
That if you were gone somebody will think about jumping behind
cause the pain it'd cause them would be not endurable.


You are Beautiful.
You are worth it.
You are important.
You always were.

I know that time will heal.
It will heal all of your wounds and give you wisdom  to learn for your future.
Everything has a meaning.
And I am already aware how meaningful you are.
To me
and to others.

I will always adore you.
Do not forget.

Insecurities

March 12, 2015

I have so many feelings going on.

I'm not sure of how I should express myself.
I'm not sure about how I feel.
Not sure what I should do.

I'm not sure if I'm just overreacting.
Not sure if I should tell you how I feel.

I have been thinking about this for ages.
I've been telling myself to do it.
Persuading myself that it'll be okay.

I gained confidence.
At least I thought I did.

Yet here I am again,
all down.
Laying on my bed with messy hair
and not sure how to continue this
blurred walk.


numb

February 21, 2015

I feel nothing.

Absolutely nothing at all.

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